A week ago, Saturday, February 27th, we celebrated our first family event without you; Kim's 35th Birthday.
I think at first Kim didn't want to do anything. If you were here, you would've taken her and whoever wanted to join, out to dinner. It was a tradition, that we all enjoyed and looked forward to. So, this was a hard day not just for Kim, but for me as well.
I strongly urged Kim to allow me to take her out to dinner. I told her I knew it was going to be a hard day, that it would be for me too. But Mom would
HATE, and I mean hate it if Kim didn't at least go out to dinner, but sat at home sad instead. I told Kim this and she agreed. I told her I understood, and to think about it, and we'll decide that day.
The other hard part was deciding where to go. Just about every restaurant holds a memory of Mom with us. She
loved going out to dinner. Kim decided on Red Robin, if we did go. I put it to Kim this way: Either you stay at home sad and alone, or you go out with family, be sad, maybe cry, but you're not alone, and have a few laughs and eat some good food.
Saturday morning Bret left the house early to go into work to decorate it with birthday stuff with the help of a coworker, who also sweetly baked Kim a cake. Kim was pleasantly surprised when she got to work. I thought that was very sweet of Bret. After she got off work I picked her and Bret up and including Leslie and Carrisa, we all went to Red Robin for dinner. It was really nice spending time with each other. While Kim was in the restroom, Bret went and found our server to tell him it was Kim's birthday so we could surprise her / embarrass her at the end of dinner. Which they happily obliged by making her wear two balloons tied together behind her ears as they sang very loudly a Red Robin version of Happy Birthday. The rewarded her with a free birthday Sundae.
There was a moment Kim teared up, but we helped her through it and really had a nice time. Mom would've loved it. We missed her being there terribly, but she was there in thought and spirit.